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Re-take Quiz, ahahaha. [Friday,
June 17th, 2005]
[ mood | giddy ]

• outfit: shorts, converse shoes, shirt
• hairstyle: low ponytail and curly
• jewelry: mystic topaz earrings
• eating: York Peppermint Pattie Bites
• drinking: nothing
• nail color: Clear.

do you:
• cut yourself: no//people think i do though
• lick yourself: no
• whine a lot: yes
• yell a lot: yes
• hate a lot of people: no
• have too many friends: the more the marrier
• want to die: no
• have a bf/gf: dont remind me =\
• do drugs: no
• wear dark colors: at times
• dye your hair: no

have you ever:
• kissed someone: yes
• gotten drunk: no
• worn rainbow: i dont think so
• talked on the phone for over 3 hours: yes
• left the country: yes
• had a party with over 30 people: yes
• taken nude pictures: no
• stolen something: no
• caught something on fire: no
• cheated on someone: no
• wanted to cheat on someone: no
• asked someone out: no
• had a dream, then the next day it happens: once, but i don't remember what it was about

last person:
• you talked to: in person/brother, phone/doug
• you hugged: antonella
• you kissed: dad i think
• you instant messaged: Alyssia -- i havent been online much today, lol
• who broke your heart: Joe.

are you:
• understanding: i try to be
• open-minded: yes
• arrogant: i dont think so
• insecure: not really
• interesting: I try to be
• hungry: no, im eating, lol
• smart: yeah i think so.
• moody: yes
• childish: sometimes
• independent: sometimes,im not good with calling people back for some reason
• hard working: no im lazy
• healthy: sort of
• emotionally stable: no
• shy: no
• difficult: everyone is.
• attractive: not sure
• bored easily: yes!
• thirsty: yes
• obsessed: with my chemical romance
• angry: nope
• sad: not now
• happy: yess
• trusting: yep
• ill: nope
• talkative: yes
• ignored: sometimes
• reliable: yes
• self-discipline: i guess. sometimes.
• sleepy: nopee
• lonely: yeah.

info about yourself:
• what is your birth name? Allegra
• what is your birthday?: February 12
• current age?: 12
• how tall are you?: 5'2
• shoe size?: not sure
• brothers/sisters?: 1 twin brother
• job?: none yet

• what is your favorite band?: what a stupid question. MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
• color?: orange =p or red.
• soda?: orange soda
• music?: letss see....emo, alternative, punk, rock
• stores in the mall?: i like a lot
• ice cream?: chocolate
• roller coaster?: Dragon Coaster At Playland =p
• candy?: sour patch kids
• cd?: My chemical romance - 3 cheers for sweet revenge
• cookies?: chocolate chip
• juice?: apple
• holiday?: Christmas or New Years or Independence Day
• month?: July

in the last 48 hours:
• cried?: no, was on the verge of though
• missed someone?: yes, mike!
• yelled at someone?: nope
• changed your underwear?: yea
• drove somewhere?: yeah, but its not like i drove.
• talked to someone on the phone?: yes, doug, vinny, amanda, chloe, natalie, andre, sam, etc.
• been online?: arent i on now?
• smiled?: yes
• had sex?: no
• kissed someone?: dad and mom? lol
• hugged someone?: yeah
• last thing you ate?: york peppermint pattie bite
• talked to an ugly person?: i dont think so.

have you ever:
• been in love?: im not sure actually =\
• kissed someone of the same sex: not unless mom counts
• been in trouble with the police?: nope
• hit someone?: yes
• broke something?: yes
• betrayed a friend?: no
• played strip poker?: no no no no no
• skipped school?: no
• shot a gun?: at a carneval
• broke something important?: no
• smoked weed?: no

okay last questions:
• do you get along with your mother?: of course
• favorite sport?: soccer
• are you gay/lesbian/bi/straight? straight
• been in a plane?: yes
• killed someone?: no
• kicked your cat for the hell of it?: i dont have a cat.
• slept during class?: no i dont think so and if i did, i didnt notice
• cheated on a test?: no
• are you bored of taking this survey?: not really.
• what time is it now?: 9:16PM
• are you tired?: nahh

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Are You Gothic? this is helariousss --- Stolen From Jen [Friday,
June 17th, 2005]
[ mood | chipper ]

Listed below are some warning signs to indicate if your child may have gone astray from the Lord. Gothic (or goth) is a very obscure and often dangerous culture that young teenagers are prone to participating in. The gothic culture leads young, susceptible minds into an imagined world of evil, darkness, and violence. Please seek immediate attention through counselling, prayer, and parental guidance to rid your child of Satan's temptations if five or more of the following are applicable to your child.

-Frequently wears black clothing.

-Wears band and/or rock t-shirts.

-Wears excessive black eye makeup,lipstick or nail polish.

-Wears any odd silver jewelry or symbols.

-Shows an interest in piercings or tattoos.

-Listens to gothic or any other anti-social genres of music. (Marilyn Manson claims to be the anti-Christ, and publicly speaks against the Lord. Please discard any such albums IMMEDIATELY.)

-Associates with other people that dress, act or speak eccentrically.

-Shows a declining interest in wholesome activities, such as: the Bible, prayer, church or sports.

-Shows an increasing interest in death, vampires, magic, the occult, witchcraft or anything else that involves Satan.

-Takes drugs.

-Drinks alcohol.

-Is suicidal and/or depressed.

-Cuts, burns or partakes in any other method of self-mutilation.(This is a Satanic ritual that uses pain to detract from the light of God and His love. Please seek immediate attention for this at your local mental health center.)

-Complains of boredom.

-Sleeps too excessively or too little.

-Is excessively awake during the night.

-Demands an unusual amount of privacy.

-Spends large amounts of time alone.

-Requests time alone and quietness. (This is so that your child may speak to evil sprits through meditation.)

-Insists on spending time with friends while unaccompanied by an adult.

-Disregards authority figures; teachers, priests, nuns and elders are but a few examples of this.

-Misbehaves at school.

-Misbehaves at home.

-Eats excessively or too little

-Eats goth-related foods. Count Chocula cereal is an example of this.

-Drinks blood or expresses an interest in drinking blood. (Vampires believe this is how to attain Satan. This act is very dangerous and should be stopped immediately.)

-Watches cable television or any other corrupted media sources. (Ask your local church for proper programs that your child may watch.)

-Plays video games that contains violence or role-playing nature.

-Uses the internet excessively and frequently makes time for the computer.

-Makes Satanic symbols and/or violently shakes head to music.

-Dances to music in a provocative or sexual manner.

-Expresses an interest in sex.


-Is homosexual and/or bisexual.

-Pursues dangerous cult religions. Such include: Satanism, Scientology, Philosophy, Paganism, Wicca, Hinduism and Buddhism.

-Wears pins, stickers or anything else that contains these various phrases: "I'm so gothic, I'm dead", "woe is me", "I'm a goth".

-Claims to be a goth.

If five or more of these apply to your child, please intervene immediately. The gothic culture is dangerous and Satan thrives within it. If any of these problems persist, enlist your child into your local mental health center.

----------> more updates later, just got home from a paaaaartayyy.

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Waitt, they dont love you like i love you. Maaaapsss. [Thursday,
June 16th, 2005]
[ mood | amused ]

Life, has been okay. people no longer acuse me of flirting with someone, which i never really did anyway. but whatevvvsss. well yesterday, we had field day in school. well we werent IN school we were out, but still. yeah, we went to Lambordi Park, which was kind of funny. the guys all brought their skateboards, and i didnt bring anything. i played basketball, soccer, and kickball. i ate alot too =p. it was fun i guess but i figured out that im not really athletic, if u know what i mean. lol.

well, let's see. i had a chorus concert on tuesday, which sucked. cuz i cant sing, but i can. its weird, im just not good in chorus. in music, we learned to play guitar. it was funny. well when we were playing guitar, i got graded on my chords and voice, and i got straight As. my teacher says i should be in a band, playing guitar *blushes*. if only we weren't doing acoustic (sp?) i really want to do electriccc, lol.

and umm, today we had a fucked up schedule. lol. i went to every period except Literature, i didnt skip, we just didnt have to go, lol. and i shared my storybook with the little ones (fifth graders). they didnt appreciate it, but whatevsss. i saw my fifth grade neighbor, hes still taller than me GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. and yes, he is younger. bleecch.

Alsoooo i have 2 parties this weekend, both swimming, i loove swimming. lol. and i got them presents this weekend, =p not telling what though.

also, yesterday i went to the supermarket, and the ladies accused my brother of stealing a Reeses bar, which he did pay for. it was so funny, i think. my dad got annoyed though, lol. and while i was at the supermarket i bought the new Seventeen magazine. the one with Alexis Bledel on the cover. and i found a suicidal note from this guy named Joshua Horne. its really sad. here it is:

If i dont wake up tomorrow, i want everyone to know that i love them. i did what i did because i was wear, i couldnt handle life, it was to hard. i will be the first to admit that i am weak. i tried to be strong, a lot of people got hurt because i wanted to feel strong, but im not. i want everybody to know especialy Cynthia and Jared and our baby that i tried to live life on lifes terms, but life asked to much of me. nobody did anything wrong, i just feel soalone in myself, that i cant handle it anymore. i love you all. Cynthia, I love you so much baby. please take care of our child and please never forget me. tony, im sorry i had to go but tell the kids that i love them. Jamie, give all the boys kisses and hugs for me. josh, the boys dont know me, but please tell them about me. Sara, i love you, please be strong. At my funeral please play the song "If I can be like that" by 3 doors down.
I'm sorry for all my wrongs, please forgive me.
Tell Cynthia and Jared that i love them,

i almost cried reading that, that is so sad. dont you think?

okay, back to my life. i have a new song obsession, "Maps" i dont know why but i love it. lol, and i also got a new layout. cutee, huh? well its from Woahfreelayouts_ and i love it. well i gotta go people are IMing me like crazy.

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June 14th, 2005]
Trying something, sorryy.
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IMAA CO-MODD [Tuesday,
June 14th, 2005]
[ mood | peaceful ]

yess, it is true, your very own Allegra, is a co-mod at McR__X33. oohh yeah.
ohh shit, Allegra has to go start homework, lolz. okay byeeeeeeeee

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PaSs ThE pOtAtO [Monday,
June 13th, 2005]
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My Ipod's Broken, and My Brother is a poserrrr [Sunday,
June 12th, 2005]
[ mood | aggravated ]

i just got home from the mall about an hour ago. it was fun and i bought the cutest bathing suit at Delias. Tell me what you think, pictureee:
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i think its cute. but whatever.
okay so now, when we were at the mall, i went to coast 2 coast to buy my friend a present for his birthday, now while we were there my brother saw this Element hat, which was really cool. so he decided to buy it. but the only problem is that people in my town are gonna think he is a poser.
which he is, but thats not the point. i feel bad for him, well not really, but whatever.

ahh. sorry to cut the entry short, but my ipod is soo screwed up that my computer isnt even reading it anymore =[. and i need to go do homework. I HATE SUNDAYS, BECAUSE THEY MEAN MONDAYS ARE COMING UP.


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June 11th, 2005]
[ mood | crappy ]

They all cheat at cards and the checkers are lost,
My cellmate's a killer, they made me do push-ups (in drag)
But nobody cares if you're losing yourself...am I losing myself?!
Well, I miss my mom,
Will they give me the chair,
Or lethal injection, or swing from a rope if you dare;
Ah, nobody knows...all the trouble I've seen!

...sorry i just really like that song...
its called "You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison"

well anyway, this morning i got really....well, upset.

one of my "best friends" asked out my crush yesterday, and I TOLD HER I LIKED HIM THE SAME DAY. funny how things work, huh?

well the good part about all of this was that my crush said no, i know that was rude of me, but im really happy and its too bad for her.

ahh i cant believe she would do something like that.
im in shock.
that's it.

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back from Massachusettts/Mysticc [Friday,
June 10th, 2005]
[ mood | tired ]

okay, so like i said before i just went on a whale (wave) watch. it was a lot of fun. so im gonna recap it for you without complete sentences. (list, duhh!) so like its a little easier on the eyes? and for my fingers!!
6:00 AM - waking up, and getting ready
7:00 AM - eating at winstons (getting coffee) and getting ready to go to school
7:45 AM - getting at school and finding friends to wait with while the coach busses arrive.
8:15 AM - get on buses and leave
10:30 AM - short bus intermission (at this time people get mad at me for sitting/bus arrangements.
10:45 AM - back on buses
12:30ish PM - get off buses (now in Massachusetts, and enter the Sheraton hotel)
12:45 PM - lunch at the hotel
1:15 PM - back on the busses to go to actual whale watch
2:00ish PM - at Massachusetts whale watch place
2:15-3:45 - start heading out to the whales. yes. we went out 30 miles in 1 1/2 hours
3:50 PM - start seeing the first of whales. one got soo close, like 2 feet away. but stupidly i didnt bring a camera, lol.
4:30-5:45 PM - start heading back to land
5:45-6:45 PM - back on bus, heading towards the Sheraton
7:00-7:30 PM - get assigned rooms, and check in and everything
7:45-8:30 PM - chill out in rooms and get ready for dinner
8:30-9:05 PM - dinnerr. in the BALLROOM, ahahahahahhaahhaha.
9:06-9:20 PM - parttyy and get busted
9:21 PM - get curfew lowered to 9:30 and be limited to 8 people per room
9:22-9:30 PM - party in Sam's room, only 8 people
9:31-10:45 PM - give each other makeovers...and get in trouble for talking 2 times
10:45-11:15 PM - pig out, then TALK
11:30-2:00ish - talk then fall asleep
6:50 AM - annoying wake-up call.
7:00 AM - actually wake up and start changing and whatever
7:15-7:45 AM - clean up the room.
7:45-8:30 AM - breakfast
8:30 AM - back on the bus to the Mystic Aquarium
10:30 AM - arrive at aquarium
10:30-2:15 - stay at aquarium, eat lunch, hang out, yeah
2:15-4:15 PM - busss
4:15-4:30 PM - unpack/unload bags and get ready to go home.
4:30 PM - leave school and go home.

yeah it was pretty fun, except for numerous amounts of fights, and being labeled gothic, which is normal for 6th graders. and also, lots of talking and chatting and flirting =p. ALMOST EVERYONE GOT ASKED OUT ON THAT FUCKING TRIP BUT NOT ME, AND IT'S GETTING ANNOYING.

well that was my past couple of days, i must go now, because the FOLDEROL is in Armonkk, ohh yeah... update later?

Much luvv,
Allegra ♥

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Whale Watch [Wednesday,
June 8th, 2005]
[ mood | high ]

ahh tomorrow is whale watchh. im so excited. its gonna be sickkk. my room is Amanda Carly and Chloe, yeahh... we've got a pretty hot room people. =p. im so happy that i am so happy. yeah. okay. well today i was in a play. and i was a pig and Hermes *messenger god*. and when i was a pig my ears fell off. my PIG ears that is. lol. and it was so funny because i was like cracking up during it. then we went to town *me, alex, amanda* and saw joe and harris there. and we decided that there was no way my brother was going to make the A team for soccer. i told him to not let his dreams be crushed. and i no longer hate my hillbilly italian friend, he said i was amazing in the play...aww how sweet. and then i tried to hug him and he ran away. lol i love his silliness. NO I DO NOT LIKE HIM HE IS JUST A REALLY GOOD FRIEND. so no more rumors please. :). okay. well thats it for now, and pretty much until either late friday or saturday. because the whale watch is a 2 Day event!! YAYYYY. and...i will try to bring a camera but i am not sure if i will actually remember. well i got to go pack, and then promote mcr__x33. gosh i love that community. JOIN PEOPLE.
much luvv,

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It's Not a Trend That Will Soon Die Out, It's My Life [Tuesday,
June 7th, 2005]
[ mood | grumpy ]

I am sick and tired of sterotypes.
I wore black once, and everyone says "Ohh, shes goth. She cuts her wrists and worships the devil"
does that really make any sense whatsoever?
I think not.
Well anyway, now people think im goth......
and my friends are beginning to annoy me somewhat.
Dont ask on why, its a longg story.

my life now seems to be revolving around livejournal, soccer and i guess friends. its a little weird, huh? lol.

well...i just realized that i dont feel like updating much----ahh whatever.

Much love,

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its official i have barely any livejournal friends [Monday,
June 6th, 2005]

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Something I Stole From Alyssia Who Stole It From Someone Else, FILL IT OUT [Monday,
June 6th, 2005]
[ mood | amused ]

Fill this out loosers. =p

» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you do me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your xanga LJ and see what I say about you?
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Piiicture Tiiime [Sunday,
June 5th, 2005]
[ mood | photogenic ]

No need for a cut, so deal with itt:

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6-01-05 (can u find me?)
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Show Off! [Sunday,
June 5th, 2005]
[ mood | energetic ]

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ahahahahhaha im accepted and ur not. want to join? go ahead.

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Suny Purchase [Sunday,
June 5th, 2005]
[ mood | nervous ]

okay, this year, like every year, has came to its ....i guess you could say most interesting part. yeah? yeah. okay so later today i will be dancing at Suny Purchase, in a yearly recital. My class is dancing to "She Works Hard For The Money". Well anyway, i am a little nervous this year because i am one of the youngest girls in my group!!!! and definently, not the best. so i really hope that i dont screw it up for us. Wish me luck, well tell me to break a leg, cuz i dont actually want to do that. right? lol


Show is at 1:00PM - 2:30
Tickets were sold in advance so if you did not purchase them, then unfortunantly, you're out of luck. Yet, if you wish to see me, you can call my cell for plans. Or...you can wait outside of Suny until I'm done. LOL.



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June 4th, 2005]
[ mood | amused ]

this is one of my favorite communities on LiveJournal. I made the banner, and a few more, check it out:
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June 4th, 2005]
Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
How will you commit suicide?Pills + Alcohol (fun!)
How many tries will it take?17
When will you commit suicide?May 6, 2006
What will your suicide note say?This broken heart will never mend, so never shall I breathe again
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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:-) [Wednesday,
June 1st, 2005]
[ mood | sympathetic ]

'When we first started out I had a really big issue and a lot of my loved ones had a really big issue with the fact that I was totally in pain up there and there was a time when I tried to hurt myself off stage, but I got over that. Like, you should never want to hurt yourself. You should love yourself. Sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself and become a new person and I think that that is going to be a lot of what the next record is about, not to plug it or anything. Like, it's going to talk about dying and coming back to become what you totally want to become. We are all becoming what we want to become.'
- Gerard Way

Giving People Some Confidence~~

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Tired Of The Same Old Shitty Excuses [Tuesday,
May 31st, 2005]
[ mood | disappointed ]

i dont get why people get mad at me, then beg for me to forgive them. im tired of that shit, and im not going to take it anymore. its just so.......stupid. i dont understand anymore.. :-\. and also mean voicemail is a reallly stupid way to deal with problems. the events that happened today are confidental and the ones who kno about it please keep it a secret.
Best People Ever:
Andre, Chloe, Natalie, David
thanks for today.

....AND I AM NOT GOTH. thank you very much.

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