Life, has been okay. people no longer acuse me of flirting with someone, which i never really did anyway. but whatevvvsss. well yesterday, we had field day in school. well we werent IN school we were out, but still. yeah, we went to Lambordi Park, which was kind of funny. the guys all brought their skateboards, and i didnt bring anything. i played basketball, soccer, and kickball. i ate alot too =p. it was fun i guess but i figured out that im not really athletic, if u know what i mean. lol.
well, let's see. i had a chorus concert on tuesday, which sucked. cuz i cant sing, but i can. its weird, im just not good in chorus. in music, we learned to play guitar. it was funny. well when we were playing guitar, i got graded on my chords and voice, and i got straight As. my teacher says i should be in a band, playing guitar *blushes*. if only we weren't doing acoustic (sp?) i really want to do electriccc, lol.
and umm, today we had a fucked up schedule. lol. i went to every period except Literature, i didnt skip, we just didnt have to go, lol. and i shared my storybook with the little ones (fifth graders). they didnt appreciate it, but whatevsss. i saw my fifth grade neighbor, hes still taller than me GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. and yes, he is younger. bleecch.
Alsoooo i have 2 parties this weekend, both swimming, i loove swimming. lol. and i got them presents this weekend, =p not telling what though.
also, yesterday i went to the supermarket, and the ladies accused my brother of stealing a Reeses bar, which he did pay for. it was so funny, i think. my dad got annoyed though, lol. and while i was at the supermarket i bought the new Seventeen magazine. the one with Alexis Bledel on the cover. and i found a suicidal note from this guy named Joshua Horne. its really sad. here it is:
If i dont wake up tomorrow, i want everyone to know that i love them. i did what i did because i was wear, i couldnt handle life, it was to hard. i will be the first to admit that i am weak. i tried to be strong, a lot of people got hurt because i wanted to feel strong, but im not. i want everybody to know especialy Cynthia and Jared and our baby that i tried to live life on lifes terms, but life asked to much of me. nobody did anything wrong, i just feel soalone in myself, that i cant handle it anymore. i love you all. Cynthia, I love you so much baby. please take care of our child and please never forget me. tony, im sorry i had to go but tell the kids that i love them. Jamie, give all the boys kisses and hugs for me. josh, the boys dont know me, but please tell them about me. Sara, i love you, please be strong. At my funeral please play the song "If I can be like that" by 3 doors down.
I'm sorry for all my wrongs, please forgive me.
Tell Cynthia and Jared that i love them,
i almost cried reading that, that is so sad. dont you think?
okay, back to my life. i have a new song obsession, "Maps" i dont know why but i love it. lol, and i also got a new layout. cutee, huh? well its from Woahfreelayouts_ and i love it. well i gotta go people are IMing me like crazy.